Relapse, back to radio silence/ I'm feeling shaken. Push comes to shove/ And I'm losing control. Forget. Feed off the facts/ I'm merely a shredder. Reams of paper go into/ And recycle what comes out. Unique fractals/ Indistinguishably/ Coat my eye line. Youth joins the camouflage of alabaster seas. Ignoring the warning signs/ Already coated and bleached. Prayed to the sky/ Bask in hypothermy. As spirits rise, they act as a guide/ High hopes and charity, won't save me. From beloved hero, to sub-zero/ But it fits the season and your worn feet. Obscuring my view/ From temporal abuse. Hallucinations/ Do tell the truth. Stark constricting/ Oxygen escaping. Altitude is hot/ And nothing's transmitting. Whether specters or skywaves/ I'll follow their signal. Static was never this jumbled/ Default to channel 3. Mixtures of black and white/ Pictures of memories. Fade in, fade out. But that's not what this is about/ What this is about. An immortal stands inside/ Glass walls, patiently waiting. For a grass blade to shatter/ Everything peaceful around. Fade in, fade Out. Fucking stop now/ You're making me shout. Of places that I used to/ Go in my spare time. Chained as a savior/ Fractions of memories. Thrown to the weather/ It's hard to hold onto. Anything that's before me/ So just take it all with you. My legs are broken/ My heart is frozen. My hands are inside-out/ I've losing focus now. This wicked climb/ Wasn't meant to be. The place for me/ To finally rest in peace. Blinding lights/ Warming touch. A sheltered haven/ Reached finally. It's fading now/ It's cold/ And I can't get out. Senses restored/ His vitals will not stabilize. Passion adored/ An altruist now idolized. Wait for me/ The snow covers/ All of the trees. Like-ness embedded in stone/ Praises that rival the throne. Necessities spreading/ Our foundation's mending. So beautiful/ Tears, freezing me/ I finally am at peace.